Angel Olsen - Free

Oh my God, I need you close
Took me enough time to know
And after all the things we’ve seen
Together, I can’t let go
Together, I can’t let go

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343 Plays • 4:01 AM
" Does it get darker the higher you get? "
by Harold Pinter, Silence 

(Source: robcam-wfu, via mythologyofblue)

" When I fall into the abyss, I go straight into it, head down and heels up, and I’m even pleased that I’m falling in such a humiliating position. I find it beautiful, and so in that very shame, I suddenly begin a hymn. "
by Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov. (via torturegardens)

(Source: literarymiscellany, via bluecohosh)

"

I.

The sunlight held me those mornings
when your arms
and hands could not stretch
and bury all of those miles in between us.

The telephone wires suspended
with that summer air rushing
my lungs and my voice cracking
with that first surrender, love crippled.

Closing the gap of the Appalachia,
you rolled me over so many times
that spring night.
I smelled of daises
and warm Rehoboth air.
The reality of the hospital
and his chemotherapy
couldn’t catch up to me.

Your name got caught in the
screen door. The dust off of
your mother’s carpet rising
to meet that October
when our expanses
finally separated.
Your lungtide no longer
something I could swim.

Your absence then fully realized
by the left side of the bed empty,
that July look,
that silence between ‘good bye’
and hanging up,
that blue notebook folded,
your laughter restrained.

II.

With my knees reinforced,
my heart no longer collapsed,
my savior my self,
three years of separation
comprehends your leaving.

That summer
we were both so bruised,
and our bodies could not
act as anchors. There is no
evading departure.
The equal force of the Earth
kept pushing us back
into our separate beds.

Just so you know:
the lights in my chest cabinet
are all going out now.
For you, running here
is no longer arriving Home.

"
by Equal Force by Andrew M. (via andrewmicah)

(via pigmenting)

" If you really remembered
what we’re telling you here,
then you would not
tolerate negative emotion.
"
by Abraham-Hicks (via songsabouttheunspeakable)
" The search for Reality is the most dangerous of all undertakings, for it destroys the world in which you live. ~Nisargadatta. "
by (via thetaooflife)

red-lipstick:

Reinier Gamboa (b. 1984, Camaguey, Cuba) - Five Miles til REM, 2012     Drawings: Graphite on Paper

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Bird in a jar.

I really want hurricane weather.

Sometimes… I just want to cry. And then say, you know what… Fuck it.

Bees

" Life is so damned hard. It just hurts people and hurts people, until finally it hurts them so that they can’t be hurt ever any more. That’s the last and worst thing it does. "
by F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and the Damned (via larmoyante)

insouciant-rain:

"Bloodstream"

Wake up and look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face
Words can be like knives
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you
And haunts you

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You’ve gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you flowing in me

Words can be like knives
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you
And haunts you

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You’ve gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you flowing in me

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I try to put my finger on it
I try to put my finger on it

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You’ve gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you flowing in me

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You’ve gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you floating in me

(via yourlifeisbutyourown)

341 Plays • 1:26 AM